train journey

i was at home over weekend.i had a very nice time and we were skiing with my father as well.
this morning i went back here by train.the train was a few times unplannly stopped and there was announced over tannoy : "please don't get off, some problem on track's occured".But we was always stopped just for a few minutes and then continued.the last announcement sounded:"Central heating is broken, sory for....." but that was maybe hour before point of destination so tempriture was still ok.but this is not common situatin in slovakia :).
one seat behind me there sat very cute guy.i felt into sleeping and i had a dream with that boy as we were walking somewhere and talking about something and there were sparks among us, we attracted ourselfs. ( something i'm always waiting for :) ).but in the middle something woke me up.but i slept preety long though.at least 2 hours and maybe more because we had stay over 30 minutes.

russian army

I was watching news yesterday and there was story of one 18 years old russian soldier.he spent End of year at casern.his olders "colleagues" told him to bring some girls.he didn't and they were beating him like for 6 hours.they were totally drunk (russians...).the consequence is that his both legs have been amputated and genitals as well and some fingers on his hand.it's completely horrible!!there was showed his mother and sister crying and some spots how older soldiers "behave" (understand torture) to younger's ones.

school again

this day belong entire to school.i haven't work so much whole semester.hopefully i'll finish at 3am, then i promised to my friend to help with her project in AutoCAD.i was helping her yesterday as well and i was surprised that i haven't forgot work in it yet.i heven't use that program for like maybe 3 years.

school

i've decidet finally do something to school today.i've started at 10AM.it's 14:40 and i actually have two lines.as i have started, first i cleaned up all room, then i took shower, then i went for lunch, then i chatted with kata, then i was watching some stupid serial, then i was reading some artical, now i'm writing this.
that assignment is so boring i can't start to do it.but death line is on Wednesday.i was even learning english one hour to keep feeling i do at least something.
ok, from now i'm starting.at least 2 hours.

anyway, here is very cold this days.40 buses in capital city didn't operate in the morning 'cos they just got freezed, mostly the very old ones.so here in bratislava is about -14 C and in poprad about -22 C.it'll be whole week like this.

musical

today i received letter i'm accepted to musical course.i'm so happy!maybe i'll do musical as a profession!i've put more dance classes as well i like it so much, that new dance school is grand and i like people there.i feel new sense of life :)

call from home

My selfphone ringed a few minutes ago and i saw it's my father.so i took it a little bit stressed.but my phone is now quite broken so i can't hear properly so i didn't hear my father well.so we interupted call and i wrote him message to call another number.so i had a little time to make up something he can ask about as usual.so i prepared that next exam i'll have on friday, assignments are almost done, one company looks good to allow me to work on my graduation theses...etc all is bullshit anyway.And i was waiting for expectable inquisition how i deal with my school tasks.(as whole xmass at home).but he was interested how i did that audition and nothing else.(he actually know about my "off school" activities but he have no idea how serious i'm taking it).so i'm a bit surprised and shocked.this is probably weird i know.

party

I was at party yesterday.It was at my exboyfriend's boyfriend apartment.We were watching gay themed movies as usualy.Except those two guys there were another 2 boys a couple as well and me.First film was i think "right thing" or something.It was british.That accent is so beautiful, but i hardly understood.(we were watching it w/ english subtitles).Do you canadians understand that without problem?anyway english teacher told me that canadian english is the most understable and i thing it was true.And that the worst is australian.hmmm.the second film was irish, but i don't remember name and i think that irish english is something between british and american.I always thought it was much worse.We all stayed there over night.I was sleepeng on the floor in sleeping bag.I thing it was nice evening :).

audition

I've just returned from the audition.I'm surprised that i wasn't nervous during performing songs.i think it worked pretty good.then i had to dance (improvize) to music - some music from evita.then some rythm things - repeat claping and at the end i had to act and convinced them or rather bag them how much i want to get it.but that was really poor :).very flegmatic i think.so now i'm waiting for result.

:)

I was to cinema yesterday and there was Summer of my life.It's been quite good movie about two girls somewhere in england.Mostly I enyoyed british accent, really ununderstable and nice.Today's been pretty busy day.I was at my piano class first, then stright to my singing class to fix final things before audition this saturday.Then I was at my english class with canadian teacher.We were just a few people there and were talking about whatever (how did we spend xmass, what books we like...).Next to me there was sitting a doctor and he spent whole xmass in cancer institute where he works and one guy spend whole day sleeping in his bed.(I can't imagine that in my case).We also mentoined boxing day and that in toronto one day at boxing day was car shooting between 2 gangs and one young girl was killed and some people injured.And i always thought how is toronto safe.Is it?
An then stright to dance class.It was hilarious, gorges, good...everything.There was teaching a new guy and he was so good.I hardly remember class like this.At the end we could't stop claping and whistling.It was like experience something really good after long "nothing-special" time.But I still feel sick 'cos of that stupid job on monday so back to home I cooked food contains tomato, onion, garlic which were raw putted into pasta and mixed w/ sour cream.It's still very could over here about -10 C.

hmm

We were (Kata and me) in really stupid job on monday.to hold ad - bilboards at the road (at intersection) from 0730 till 1000.It was pretty cold outside (about -8 C) and we have been supposed to be there every day (Mo-Fri).So next day we just fuck it up and didn't show up next day, because we are both sick now.So i called to agency what kind of problem occured and they told us that we'll be pay fine which will be depends on "demage" we did.Very nice.But I thing, that other couples (we were 10 couples stood on different places in the city) will get sick as well and just don't show up we will see.it was good paid casual job but right this week's started to be pretty cold overhere.And when i had checked weather forecast before, there was about + 1 or +2 C for whole week.It's silly.(anyway, that ad is (was?) about striking power drink )

today i was at english class and we were learning future tenses.i don't understand, why english has plenty tenses, which is really confusing and actually use just a few of them.but i have to know all to pass exames.but i like future perfect from today.slovak language has just one future, one present and one past tens.(but lot of another really difficult bulshits eg congugation, rule of i and y, and other stuff, which is hard sometimes for us as well).

today i was at my singing class too.my teacher had surprise for me....an audience, her student.so i had to sing in front of them two.But i like her.she is really, really good.

and this evening one fiend invited me to his birthsday party.(we were today together to put my broken self phone into servis and one man passed me in queue.so he told him off really hard ).there were some his friends and they were speaking about buying flats when they finish university.for eg 3-4 millins slovak crowns equal to $160 000.i was just listening with open mouth this and asking me in my mind, where the hell I live?or rather they live?they are in the latter level of school as well as me and run their own bussiness already with pretty money.so it's maybe pity that i really don't like civil engineering and try to catch something else :-).and yesterday i read that average salary of 60 % of slovak people is 17 000 Skk ($680) per month and even 10% of slovakian has under 10 000 Skk ($400).There are still big diferences to live in capital city and in the rest of the country.And it's really bad feeling when 50 kilometres apart to our western neightbour Austria salaries are 4 of more times higher.(but maybe we should be glad we don't live to our eastern neighbour Ukraina, where salaries are really poor).

today

is almost 1 hout at the morning and kata's just arrived from pub totally drunk.i don't know how long i endure to live with her in one room.she's ok, but sometimes she drinks too much.i like her, but we are not good couple as roommates i thing.today i was in job.i sometimes work as casier in supermarket.i don't like it, because of some customers but time is running pretty fast at least (and money is crap).so when i got back home i was reharsing my 2 songs i'm going to present.then i went to bar.there was my former classmate and some people i hardly know but from my school.fortunetally, there was big screen and in a little time after i arrived (and was talking to my classmate who invited me there )Superstar (something like Slovak idol) started so i didn't have to talk about something just for not to be quietly and i choosed to watch tv.they was ok, but i was better with watching.and i was ok.then i came back to my room and was playing (or rather practising) some stuff on piano.i know nothing special booring day but i don't know why i've wanted to write about it.hmmm.
..and yesterday i was to gymnastics hall if they still have some open hours for public.so they told me yes and i also met my old friends there.so i decidet to go there every friday.i'm really looking forwared to going there!
tommorow i'm going to make hike with one guy...maybe my next boyfriend, but i don't know...but i'm glad i go somewhere to forest walk.